Overwhelmed

"God can bend and change, form and reform any of His creatures to fit them for the purpose He defines." ~Catherine McAuley

I have one book, one more on the way, and 7 binders with 4 semesters worth of notes that all need to be  rememorized pretty much ... NOW. I'm overwhelmed. Adam wants to put our family back together...I'm overwhelmed. I have a brand new enormous binder full of new information I need to learn for my job....I'm overwhelmed. I start actually being a nurse on Wednesday... to patients that are very sick. I'M OVERWHELMED!!! Anyone in any doubt about how I feel at this point? ha! yeah... I feel less then competent and less then ready for all this.

I found the quote strangely enough, while finished the 5 hours or so of education I had to complete online as a new hire (in addition to the 9 days of orientation). It was a great reminder that while I may feel (or actually be) not competent or unable or not smart enough, God is capable and standing ready to form me into the person and nurse He intends me to be.